Integrity

I almost called you tonite to tell you how I felt to share some of my thoughts since we met...
I wanted to say what you aren't man enough to say "I'm not interested you anymore"...how simple is that? Why is it that sometimes people lead you on to get what they want and we do it in business everyday but when it comes to a relationship it's a bitter pill to swallow when on the receiving end of things...
Night after night day after day I contemplate what would I do if you did call....reality purports its arrogant demeanor to alert me that it ain't happening...and once again I'm left with a disdain embodiment of grief and desolate rejection...
I don't wish death upon you since I know that it is morally inept but a part of me does want you to rot in hell...